How To Deal

Let me hold you for the last time, Its the last time to feel again but you broke me, i can't feel anything, when I love you its so untrue I can even convince myself when I'm speaking its the voice of someone else oh it tears me up i try to hold on but it hurts too much i try to forgive but its not enough to feel it all okay you can play on broken strings you can feel anything that your heart don't want to feel I can't tell you something that aint real well the truth hurts and lies worse how could I give anymore if I love you a little less than before  oh..what are we doing we are turning into dust playing house in the ruins of us running back through the fire when theres nothing left to save its last chasing the very last train when its too late..

SK Night

Di ko alam kung paano umpisahan at hindi ko rin alam kung paano ito tatapusin isa lang masasabi naging masaya ako kahit umiiyak ako, masaya ako kasi nakasama ko sya at malungkot ako kasi nakasama ko sya..umiiyak ako kasi masaya na ako at umiiyak din ako dahil sa kalungkutan ko...di ko alam kung bakit halo-halong emosyon kung naguluhan ka ako magulo din ang isip..

Brgy. Rimos #5, Luna, La Union

Sa pagbagbalik ni bagyong pepeng... tatlong araw akong basa, tatlong gabi akong hindi nakatulog ng maayos, tatlong araw akong hindi pumasok sa trabaho, apat na araw akong hindi nakapagtxt kc low bat cp ko, 5 araw na walang kuryente, 5 araw na hindi ako nakapagsound, 5 araw akong hindi naka internet, 5 araw akong???????ammm di ko na maalala..jejeje

Sa Pagbalik ni Bagyong Pepeng ang lalim ng baha sa aming lugar halos lubog ako nung gabing iyon(Friday 1:15 am, October 9, 2009) ang pinakamalalim na baha ng nasaksihan ko sa aming lugar, Sa Height ko na 5'11" lagpas pa sakin ng isang dangkal o parang 5 inch. ata un?hmmmf basta...pero nung bandang 5:00 na ng umaga nung nagising ako eh kahit paano bumaba na ng 10 inch.ung tubig... graveh maghapon na naman akong basa nun puyat pa ako...iyun bantay lang talaga ko tumutulong sa mga kapit bahay nmin na walang ikalwang palapag ang bahay...kaya khit dis oras na ng gabi gising pa rin ako...hay hirap talagang magpakabayani..jejejeje un lang hahahaha...kawawa naman un mga kalugaran nmin na nawalan ng mga ari-arian dahil sa baha nayun...ngayun kahit paano bumabawi na sila/kaming lahat na nasalanta ng bagyo pepeng sa mga ginawa nitong pinsala...aasar ang dami ko na tuloy sugat dahil sa bagyong iyun sugat dahil sa pagulong, ok lang gagaling din yun...pero ang mga ginawa kong simpleng pag tulong mahirap ng kalimutan...

Iba tala ang Noypi, Kinakaya ang lahat habang humihinga pa hindi agad saumusuko..






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Happy Birthday to Me...

First of all nais ko lang sanang magpasalamat sa lahat ng mga bumati skin ngayong kaarawan ko...espesyaly kina: Blue Angel, Dark Devil, Introders Group, at sa mga costumers ko lalong lalo na sa mga Boss ko na kuya at ate ko Mr. Zaldy and Emily Ramirez...thanks..

Square Root of Three

I Fear that i will always be
A lonely number like root three
a three is all that's good and right
why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath the vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine

For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic

I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321
Such is my reality, a sad irrationality

When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three

As quietly co-waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds
With the wave of magic wands

Our square root signs become unglued
Your love for me has been renewed.

“Origin, Identity and Destiny in Life”

John Ruskin. According to him, there are three fundamental questions concerning man that philosophers have been trying to answer. First, who am I? This is the question for man’s origin. And the third one is, where will I go after my living in this world, what is my destiny? It deals with the purpose and destiny man’s existence. Knowing our past, our origin, identity will given us a clearer picture of who we are and with the adequate knowledge of our past and present, of who are now, provides us a clear direction of life, of our destiny. The knowledge of origin, identity will give us a sense of purpose and meaning in life. One should describe the subject of the study which has been observed, independent of one’s belief, values and personal loyalties.

My reaction to the idea of John Ruskin is I think, He agree on the Judeo – Christian approach because in this approach, man is to be seen and understood from the point of view of His divine origin. The approach gives us clear answer to the questions of our origin, present and destiny of our existence. This clear answer can be found in the Bible such as the question of our origin found in the Genesis Chapter 1 and 2. Where does man come from? Man came from God as told in the creation story. What is the purpose of man’s existence in this world? The purpose of man in this world is to serve God, man can find perfect happiness and lastly, what is man’s destiny? Man’s destiny to be in union with God. And there are two destinies; heaven for those who fail to obey God, therefore, John Ruskin is focusing on man’s origin, identity and its destiny. Origin is thus, necessary for human existence. It sets preconditioning factors for the material with which he or she develops habits, skills, attitude and capabilities. Thus, one is able to adjust to his or her environment. Origin controls and regulates the collective existence of society and guides the individual in deciding the definition and order of responses to future experiences. Thus, origin is the basis for human social life and is essential for existence; and it becomes the basis for interpreting reality. And next is the identity, for example our name, it is one example of identity. And lastly, our destiny, we all know that destiny is the outcome of our future and we all know that life has full of uncertainties, we’ll never know when our time on earth is up until its over. So, take every little steps, grab every opportunity, get whatever you want, do what you wanted to do but always be with God.

I agree to the idea of John Ruskin because his three fundamental questions are concerning and related to us human being, the first question is Who am I? This is the question of identity. Second is, where do I came from? It is the question of man’s origin and lastly, where will go after my living in this world, what is my destiny? It deals with the purpose and destiny of man’s existence.

In our life we have our own identity and origin. We have to know what is our identity and origin as an individual. We should be aware of our past experiences and the origin or background of our family.

And in life beginnings are scary, endings are sad, and in the middle? We’ll, it’s what counts the most. So do not dwell on a dismal beginning or devote yourself on aiming for a happy ending. Because you might miss the best part of the whole story. Enjoy while you’re in the middle, because we can’t change how it begun. Moreover, we can’t predict what our destiny is and we do not know how it will end. So we should be brave enough to face each and every consequences that comes into to succeed and strengthens us to become a better person.

Just like me, I don’t know what my destiny is in the future so, I am confident and strong to face all the hindrances and consequences coming into my life and one thing more, no man is an island, so we need a companion to help our goals in life, that’s why we have friends. But take note, depending always on other person is not good so, we should also do our part in achieving our goals so that our destiny will be a great and happy experience. And in this time I will do my duty and I will be good and better person for the sake of my future and my own destiny in life.

Goodbye My Gemini

My Gemini

Come a little closer flicker in flight
We'll have about an inch space but I'm here
I can breathe in what you breathe out

[Chorus:]
Let me know if I'm doing this right
Let me know if my grips too tight
Let me know if I can stay all of my life
Let me know if dreams can come true
Let me know if this one's yours too
Coz I see it (Oh...)
And I feel it right here
And I feel you right here

The vacuous night steps aside
To give meaning to
Gemini's dreaming
The moon on it's back and the seemingly
Veiled rooms lit
By the same star

Parting is Sorrow.

Memories

Memories...to ang mga laman ng utak na mahirap kalimutan..gaya nga ng sabi nina Vhonne at Desza parang computer/memory card atbp....

Mga Alaala my mga masaya tayong alaala na mahirap kalimutan at may mga alaala ding piliting mang ibalik di na magawa dahil na rin cguro sa kasamang pait at sakit na nararamdaman sa tuwing maaalala natin ito kahit sabihin pa nating may kasamang saya ito sa atin..kaya naman sa halip na alalahanin pa natin ito ibinabaon nalang natin(gaya narin siguro sa nangyari skin)..

Isa sa mga alaalang mahirap kalimutan ay ang mga mapapait na alaala, mga masamang nangyari sa ating buhay..Halimbawa sa Masayang Alaala ay ang Alaala mo Nung Kasama mo ang mahal mo sa buhay, ng mawala sya masakit, kaya kasama ng pagkawala nya kadalasang kinakalimutan nalang natin ung alaala natin kasama sya, ngunit may mga oras na ang mga alaalang nalimutan na natin ay bumabalik lalo na kung mag isa ka nakikinig ng mga music bigla nalang may maaalala ka(ung sinaing mo sunog na pala jejeje)..

(Balik tayo sa alaala) Di man nating naising mabura ito sa ating utak may mga oras/araw/panahon talaga na malilimutan natin ito at may oras/araw/panahon ding maaalala nalang natin itong bigla di man natin naisin kadalasan sa mga naalala natin ay ang mga sakit at paghihirap na naramdaman natin at di nalang natin mamamalayan tumutulo na pala ang luha natin.

Bakit Kung Sino Pa?

Verse1
Kay raming nag tatanong pero kahit kailan hindi ko na sagot bakit nga ba kung sino pa ang nag mamahal ay nakukuha ka pang saktan.

Tula sa gabi tulala rin sa umaga mula ng ikay lumisan wala ng nag aruga sa puso ko dating kay saya ngayon ay malungkot ikaw ang ginulat kaya ang mundo ay ayaw umikot bakit nagawa akoy iyong lisanin minahal naman kita tulad ng iyong hiniling pero ngayon ako pa ang nakuh mong iwanan yan ba ang sukli sawi sa inasam mong pag mamahalan anong promblema pag ibig ko naman sayo ay tunay buhay kaluluha saiyo lang ibinigay ngayon ay nawalay ako habang ako ay pighati sa puso mo merong kahati.

Chorus
Bakit kung sino pa ang syang marunong mag mahal ang syang madalas maiwan ng hindi alam ang dahilan
Bakit kung sino pa ang syang marunong mag mahal ang syang madalas maiwan ng hindi alam ang dahilan
Sayang lang ang pag mamahal na inalay ko sau bakit ikaw ngayon ay biglang nag bago

Verse2
Represent I meet you girl buhay ko laging complete buong buhay ko inalay ko at hindi pinag kait pero sakit ang kapalit sa binigay kong pag mamahal kay tagal kong nag hintay girl na tayo ay makasal ang dasal ko palagi sa tabi ko wag ng lumisan hagang sa pag tulog ko why hindi ka makalimutan pero iniwan sa isang kisap mata ikaw ay nawala ngayon ay nag hihintay na bigyan ng himala habang kayo ay mag kasama luha ko ay pumapatak mga nakaraan natin sa puso ko ay nakatatak ngayon ay biyak at sana ikay ay kanyang ingatan mahal kita until na wag mo sanang kalimutan

Chorus
Bakit kung sino pa ang syang marunong mag mahal ang syang madalas maiwan ng hindi alam ang dahilan
Bakit kung sino pa ang syang marunong mag mahal ang syang madalas maiwan ng hindi alam ang dahilan
Sayang lang ang pag mamahal na inalay ko sau bakit ikaw ngayon ay biglang nag bago

verse3
Diba sinabi mo sakin na ako lang ang mamahalin at pinangako mo na walakanang ibang iibigin ngayon ang iisa at na mi miss na kita ng mawalaka halos ang puso ay mahati sa gitna oh bakit ba sa isip hindi ka padin ma alis so please come back to me don?t hurt me you know I don?t deserve this nag tiis ng ma buhay nalang sa isang bangungot sa aking pag tulog damang dama padin ang lungkot na bumabalot saking pag katao nag mahal ng sobra kaya sa huli ako ang talo ibinigay sayo ang lahat at sa sarili walang itinira dahil akala ko habang buhay kana kasama

Chorus
Bakit kung sino pa ang syang marunong mag mahal ang syang madalas maiwan ng hindi alam ang dahilan
Bakit kung sino pa ang syang marunong mag mahal ang syang madalas maiwan ng hindi alam ang dahilan
Sayang lang ang pag mamahal na inalay ko sau bakit ikaw ngayon ay biglang nag bago